hey.... so many things going on in sch... well... its arts fest after all.. james feels and wants us and our relationship to slow down... well, he doesnt have too, it already is.. i mean.. that is what that has been happening isnt it? the only time he seems to be having fun with me is when we meet on national dae... after that, hes juz tired...now he wants to slow dwn... i kind of wonder does he want to really slow dwn or just that he wants space? i mean.. how slow more does he want? havent i like stayed away frm him enough? i didnt bother him when he was having his reharsals... in fact, i stayed as far as possible. he saes that its for studies... well, if he feels that is wat is best for him, then fine... i will let it be then... i love him... and that wun change...i guess i juz have to let time decide... i love him so much ... i dun wan it to end... no matter how hurt iam, i never ever want it to end coz i love him... and will continue to do so no matter what happen...

james.... i know that things arent going well with us right now.. but i juz want to let you that i love you, i love you so much... no matter what happen, i will always love you... i hope that you do feel the same way too...