ive been very busy these daes... busy moping ard... studying for exams.... juz had mob test...headache!!!!!!!!!! today, i pass james our journal, we started one together and i gave him a bear coz he alwaes said that he didnt have anything to hug... but i cant see that he didnt like it... his reaction tells me so... its okay i guess... i kant force him to like it if he doesnt... anyway everyone has the right to do what they want including james... we rarely spend time wif eachother anymore.. wif exams coming and after that ive projects and drama and he has frisbee, his pw and others stuffs... doubt we`ll have time for eachother lyk we used to... its going to be 2mths next friday. time really passes by so fast... and im kind of scared that we`ll drift apart futher than we already are..

note to james if ure reading this:
hey... im sorry if you dun lyk the beAR... you can do anything to it, throw it away if you want to... i kant force you to keep it if you want to... sorry if u didnt lyk it... if u dun wan it, its okay, i understand...gd luck for your exams... if u ever need me, im just either a kal or msg away... take care...muackzzzzzzzzzzzzz