IVE TRIED MY BEST....and again it wasnt good enough i guess.. i tot i had a chance.. obviously, i thought wrong.. But again, IM NOT GONNA SIT AROUND WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY. if theres one thing Ive learnt, its the ones who pick themseleves up after a great fall are the ones who make it.AND I WILL BE ONE OF THESE PEOPLE! THat I promised! Must remember to wish Mitchell Happy bdae... and my resolution list and bdae list(hint hint:get my bdae present ideas frm here ppl)

life is just life i guess.. it sucks sometimes but we have to make the most of it . thats why i am determine to try out for professional teatre. Staying in MI Teatre wun get me anywhere. So ive got to move on and be who I am.

I guess its life.When one,tries so hard to achieve something and failed, it hurts. They finally release the syf castlist.I didnt get in. SURPRISE SURPRISE.I dis what I could and it wasnt good enuff and I wont sit around wallowing in self-pity.They are opportunites in life and if I dont get through this, There will be other chances. I will still stand by what I seek to do.I will try out for a professional teatre,no matter what.

Im like so having the holidays of my life now. I finally decided that i will audition for a place in teatre if i have the chance. Plus, im like so crushing on RJ ROSAles. He is cute and hot But he is also a perfect gentleman and super duper sweet. I also miss my Beauty and the Beast FOH Ppl. :(. ANd man, i gotto start mugging soon. school starts in 3 weeks!!!