IVE TRIED MY BEST....and again it wasnt good enough i guess.. i tot i had a chance.. obviously, i thought wrong.. But again, IM NOT GONNA SIT AROUND WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY. if theres one thing Ive learnt, its the ones who pick themseleves up after a great fall are the ones who make it.AND I WILL BE ONE OF THESE PEOPLE! THat I promised! Must remember to wish Mitchell Happy bdae... and my resolution list and bdae list(hint hint:get my bdae present ideas frm here ppl)

life is just life i guess.. it sucks sometimes but we have to make the most of it . thats why i am determine to try out for professional teatre. Staying in MI Teatre wun get me anywhere. So ive got to move on and be who I am.

I guess its life.When one,tries so hard to achieve something and failed, it hurts. They finally release the syf castlist.I didnt get in. SURPRISE SURPRISE.I dis what I could and it wasnt good enuff and I wont sit around wallowing in self-pity.They are opportunites in life and if I dont get through this, There will be other chances. I will still stand by what I seek to do.I will try out for a professional teatre,no matter what.

Im like so having the holidays of my life now. I finally decided that i will audition for a place in teatre if i have the chance. Plus, im like so crushing on RJ ROSAles. He is cute and hot But he is also a perfect gentleman and super duper sweet. I also miss my Beauty and the Beast FOH Ppl. :(. ANd man, i gotto start mugging soon. school starts in 3 weeks!!!

Time

till the end of time.. thats what they all say..but is it really true?
Words...words and more words... to comfort, to hurt, to despise, to kill. I need to do this. the 3rd stage of reading.Its the only place where tears we wont drop. i guess i like being alone, just me and my world.

its been long since ive done this. something that i loved became something that feared..im trying my best now... i hoped that is enuff..

people go and people come
but everyone makes an impact
no matter how small it is
treasuring every relationship is what i do best
like this.. friendship.. i fostered on 13th march 2007.
met a sweet little gal named Hafizah
first man i made
my dearest friend ...till the end
dearest love, you kant stay neither do i want you too.
not becoz i dun love you..
its because i love you so..
thats why im setting you free...

take care dearest.. im here for you no matter what ..im always here for you no matter what..

love you always... my dearest kecik..